Saturday, August 29, 2009

It's Been Awhile

Its been awhile since my last post. The summer has been nice, and it seems that as time goes on, I have been thinking less and less about the big question, who is my biological father? Yes, I still would like to know, but why has the drive I once felt lessened over time. I am grateful, that the photos are back up at the med school where my biological father attended, and therefore, I can resume my search as I was missing some information. As a matter of a fact, I did receive further information that has been just sitting for some days now. Why am I feeling ambivalent? I am sure this is normal. I do often wonder, when walking down the hospital corridor, if my biological father could be practicing in a hospital where I have been, or even in my area, as his med school is about an hour from where I live. Someone, another physician did point out to me recently that during the era when I was conceived, only the smartest, best looking donors were chosen, that did make me feel good :) Hmmm.

1 comment:

  1. I didn't find out until this year that I was donor conceived in Harley Street, London in 1946! I needed a bone marrow donor for a transplant and found my DNA was "unusual" code probably for not English. So the information I have been giving to oncologists etc. is a lie. My 96 year old mother told me I was donor conceived and I don't have a hope in hell of finding out who my father was or, and this is a deep regret, any half-siblings. I totally understand your frustration in your search but also about other people's reactions